reasons why i’m happy:

finally got some research done. it’s the weekend. as of november my only “real job” is being a student, so i don’t have to work this weekend. i’m graduating in may. i’ve been told once you have a degree you can go anywhere and do anything.

reasons why i’m unhappy:

i had to stay up for nearly 3 days straight to get my research done. it’s the weekend, but i have to keep writing every day for at least 10 hours. i quit my real job to survive my research and my senior year of college and my second loan disbursement has been delayed, so i’m poor as fuck indefinitely. i’m graduating in may and i don’t have a clue what’s happening next. they lied when they said i could go anywhere or do anything.